I am afraid IVF#4 has not taken. I am feeling cramping that gets more and more pronounced as I get closer and closer to the time of my PIO shot, then disappears after the PIO. I am pretty sure AF wants to show, and the PIO is keeping it from coming. This is the same pattern as all three other failures, and I am not going to be convinced otherwise. People say, "It could be implantation cramping." But I am pretty sure that is not the case. It is the same exact cramping, in the same style, each time beginning about 6 or 7 dp3dt and lasting until I finally get the word of a negative and am told to stop PIO.
I am also feeling very guilty because the cramping began right after I had taken a migraine medication that is in Class C. I am afraid a property of the medication which causes narrowing of blood vessels could be to blame.
My husband is being supportive of my emotions, but I am tired of him wanting me to be positive. I am just trying to make it to Beta Day.
Sorry it feels over, BW. Hope it's not, of course. IF can suck it!
ReplyDeleteI know how hard it is to go through the 2WW - I usually start to freak out the second half. Every twitch, every cramp, twing...blah makes me wonder. I really hope there's something good goin on in your womb. IF is the worst of the worst and the 2WW sucks @ss! When is your beta?
ReplyDeleteTomorrow is my Beta. I have been cramping more and more, continuously now. I am pretty sure it didn't work. I feel EXACTLY the same as in my failed cycles.
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